today accounts paper is KILLER...i crap through..i spent 2 hrs studying all lor..haha..wich i felt guilty of bcoz i m suppose to study last nite..but end up chatting, watching show, surfing all e way..haha...n i ma guilty not blogging even though i ve e time...haha...
ok...now e emo part of me...realli leh...i realli cant feel tt he treat me got feelings lor...realli failure...everytime lik guy..turns out tt no chemistry..m i tt lousy tt oni ugly guys lik me ...ok lar...i m single for 17 going 18 yrs...y? aaron taught me to say tt bcoz i m waiting for e right one...i dun wan to b wif a BASTARD lik him~! which i m in love wif a bastard now~! he is always not sensitive wif my feelings..wad e hell..is lik e when i ve high hope of him...he will push me down...n when i m down..he will bring me hope again...i m lik climbing nv ending cliff...falling n climbing~! wad e hell~!
going bark's cafe le..haha...lata b back den blog further
[ - 难道爱一个人有这么难吗 - ]
Thursday, January 25, 2007
wAd e hell..y he always making me cry...i cried on my bed last nite...is lik i reached home after tough training...veli tired le...wad e hell...parents scold me lik siao...i nv eat..having gastric...somemore so tired...my wrist is swollen bcoz not used to do volley..den need wrist power...den my hand ache as well bcoz e whole training i not used in playing wif e new styles~! how can my parents not considerate lar~! den i went online...trying to find HIM~! wad e ****...pppl come CB me...pls lar...already BTH le...still lik tt~! i realli felt lik crying liao lar~! find HIM cant find HIM..hope can get some comfort...but He's always not der~!
EVERYTIME WHEN I NEED HIM...HE IS ALWAYS MIA...WAD THE HELL...WHEN I HAPPY..HE IS DER..WHEN I M SAD..HE IS ALWAYS NOT DER...COULD IT B BCOZ OF WE ARE NOT FATED...SLD I GIF UP ON HIM??? I TINK I M A FAILURE..
off to cry my heart out man~! cry is e ONLY way i can relieve..no friends to tok to...he is not der...friends r nv listening..always hearing...oni a few noe hu i lik...but i couldnt confide in dem..bcoz i scare lik fan dem~! OMG..i HATE my life..it suckS~!!!
[ - I rather look for someone hu make me smile - ]
EVERYTIME WHEN I NEED HIM...HE IS ALWAYS MIA...WAD THE HELL...WHEN I HAPPY..HE IS DER..WHEN I M SAD..HE IS ALWAYS NOT DER...COULD IT B BCOZ OF WE ARE NOT FATED...SLD I GIF UP ON HIM??? I TINK I M A FAILURE..
off to cry my heart out man~! cry is e ONLY way i can relieve..no friends to tok to...he is not der...friends r nv listening..always hearing...oni a few noe hu i lik...but i couldnt confide in dem..bcoz i scare lik fan dem~! OMG..i HATE my life..it suckS~!!!
[ - I rather look for someone hu make me smile - ]
Wednesday, January 24, 2007
okok...today even though is wed..NO SCH...but my life are busier than normal sch days~!
1st...i m suppose to go help BSC SL booth~! ok..i went to pei mark go photocopy the SL forms..den saw e SL poster...not as blank as mon when we put up...haha...Tricia decorated wif yellow n orange stars wich are realli striking n damn freaking nice lar...haha...den at INTAS entrance..saw shawn wif 2 gals...as usual always gals arnd him~! haha..den photocopied 350 forms wich i seriously tink is not enuf~! den walked to booth to slack der..realli slpy~!
got meeting lor..but cant say wad meeting oni some involved noe...haha..den aaron and gio dey all keep calling me saying shawn pissed off le..nic oso need rush~! so ve to abandon e meeting...but realli nv regret going...bcoz e SURPRISE tt dey said to gif is brownie tt dey made demselves 1...nic n shawn eat abit...i tink i ate e MOST..n i tink is damn fattening...lucky tml got training..haha...
nic's scandals: jessybessy cum felicia
shawn's scandals: 4get their name but is his class or coursemate
tts wad we found out on mon...haha...okok tts wad we said on mon..haha bcoz aaron came to Tp wif Stone..den nic skipped lab to pei us...den we went to design to see e red spot..went to see photography room...so dark..almost bang into e wall..den shawn in e end joined us at INTAS awhile...haha...den i went to help out Biz shield after tt...haha..okok..den finally finish e whole biz shield...yeah~! finally..n aaron n gio said someting tt shocked my life...someting tt i will say here but if u realli wan noe..come find me..haah
[ - I LOVE THE BROWNIES - ]
Sunday, January 21, 2007
okok e past few days realli crazy..bcoz of TP OPEN HOUSE 2007 - READY FOR THE WORLD...i spent most my time wif aaron, gio, shawn,nic and andy...Squash booth i m so guilty tt i got so many tings to attend tt i cant go...bcoz i got alot grp freinds need bring arnd oso...to those i isnt managed to pei u all during open hse..or didn't help out..or anyting..pls 4gif me...i realli SORRY~!
1st Day:
okok today i planned for squash 1..okok...so we went to the booth..i collected e light blue CCA hub shirt wich is lik M wich Gideon gif me~! so big lar..dun wan wear so continued to wear Red team squash shirt...den we went to vote for melvin n pris in Tp urban face..laura was in as well den arnd 2+ i leave to do BIT booth actually...but end up so sianed bcoz CK oso not going so didn't go..somemore i was in formal wear...maybelle's shoe too high for me sia..haha..no choice ve to wear flats~! haha..den after tt slack in BSC room...den i went mass dance arnd 4+...tis time is wif SU ppl....Caleb is my mass dance partner...haha...omg so cool lor...everyone looking at us dance...we den danced chicky dance n sing TP sch song...all sch guides, SU,-i-guides all came down to dance wif us lar..except Biz~! so pai seh..haha..
2nd mass dance was danced together wif biz sch...wah surprising tt most ppl duno wad is mass dance..BSC ppl ve to slot to do wif dem~! wah lao y dun let BSC do e open hse lar...ALL SCHS are their study club do 1 lor..haha..den choose ppl hu no enthu..my friends all say how come tis yr biz so dull n dead even worst den normal sch life lar~!so pai seh~! den after tt went training to to notice board~!
2nd Day:
2nd day...is fri...mornign got web design lar...ve to go...bcoz LOA covers frm 11 onwards on lor..so i went to fang lu hse slp..bcoz our booth duty at 12...but in end late haha..okok i m supposed to help out squash awhile but end up i tour ppl arnd sch..n supposed to help BIT booth as well..haha...but end up nv go..haha...after dancing 1st mass dance...i joined aaron n his greenies~! haha..den pei dem go design, IT haha...met alot friends...OMG~! i hao xin help Shawn tak picts wif him n his msn friend...den he say my photography skill sucks~! ok i duno how use his phone lor..tts y..haha...sianed lor..soemore everytime bully me~! wad e hell~! nic oso lor...pang seh..bring aaron dey all off to ITAS nv tell us...hai me n shawn ve to rush to find dem..finding dem at biz entrance discussing on Shawn's photo on IT bouchures~! omg...den somemore he duno how pronounce "Addidas"..he pronounced as " A-di-dAs" haha...so funny...den after tt joined tp mass dance again..wif biz oso..haha..den b4 i went to meet BSC ppl...we took a nice photo...haha..so odd lor..i oni red PL..ahha..but nvm...haha...
3rd day:
today..haha..last day le...janice, yeow leong n edsmond is supposed to come..haha..i in e morning i bought lotsa bubble tea in to sch 4 ppl...got june(passion fruit red tea), wesley(mango ice blend), caleb(peppermint oreo), shawn(milo oreo), CK(honey milk tea)...haha...me of course standard milo oreo..haha..den slack at IT sch lor...nic n stone make gio cry lor..bcoz yst dey snatched nic's matric card..den nic PRETENDED to b angry...till gio realli tink nic is angry den she cried...stone helped nic oso..haha...den at IT sch..i took pict wif e scream mascot..so cute lor..haha...den andy, shawn nic dey all pei us slack oso...oopsss...dey not slack lar..dey oso "DOING THEIR JOB" at e same time..haha...sianed~!...den janice dey all came along...haha...den i brought dem to LT 19 LT show..so funny lor haha...u r realli realli realli realli evil weevil~! haaha..so funny lor...den wah 1/2 way got mass dance..cant go lor...dne no biz ppl go tis time..it was worst..i went to find shawn n he not dancing wif his friend...duno wad name so i dragged dem to LT show...haha...so funny lor~! wah missed e BIT 1 so wasted~! den brought janice dey all to e various booth as dey listening i went to meet aaron n sylvia at 1st Avenue~! okok...den brought dem to HTM, CCM, LRM n BSG oni~! den we went to IT sch~! n my balloon lost at IT sch~! damn it who stole it lar...ahha..den after tt we meet aaron dey all so all went to Design sch find bourchures den end up aaron b design guide to janice abt apparell design..haha..bcoz he n gio total heard 3 times le...haha...den tts e end of open hse..haha...n it is POURING LIK HELL...wander WILL THERE BE JAM AND HOP?
we had appreciation dinner at MENSA~! haha...biz sch ppl so little ppl left lor..other sch lik INT, Engine, Design, AS, I-Guides, TPSU all der lor~! biz are filled wif biz ppl in casual clothes n mainly BSC~! tis yr we gonna COMPLAIN abt e open hse...u c open to oni BSG, HTM, LRM, CCM n no interview...no wonder all oso duno wad is TP's culture..dey juz focus on their job n 4got to portray e vibrant life of TEMASEK BUSINESS SCHOOL~! we waiting for JAM n HOP~! but it seems tt e floor too wet alot ppl went home~! haha...
JAM n HOP is failure too..Firstly, JAMMING too long~! mostly CHINESE POPS..invite ppl hu we duno lik duno wad M5 n duno hu tt person hu say he is 左以泉...pls~! dun insult 左以泉...吴尊 act as 左以泉 in 花样少年少女 so handsome n cool...so dun insult~!den 石欣惠 came too...some more late...haha...pls...all CHINESE POPS..ppl wana go home lor..haha..den e R & B part so short...1 n 1/2 hr oni~! den all lousy songs~! cant even go into e mood~! e whole JAM n HOP i spend wif :
greenies - aaron(short),aron(tall),kaiwei, gio, andy, nic, shawn,
MAGUS - darrell, kai, Weng Hao, Idris, Serene, Qing Ying, Joelle, kaiwei, Caleb who is on duty near us
BSC - mark,skye,daniel goh,din, maybelle, serene, lou-lin ,laura,Ling Yu ,kannan, TK, CK, John, jolene, joyce, jiamin, sam,etc.
Others - Xian, karen, maybelle's cousin n friend, eugene purple freshies, 2 SPSU andy n friend, etc..
those i nv mentioned sorry..bcoz i cant realli remember..haha..den somemore when Wei qiang dancing, Darrell helped me tak bcoz i not tall enuf..THANKS to DARRELL..den during some Chinese pop grp singer sing song, Caleb carry me up lar so tt i can tak picts..he suddenly carry 1 lor...i screamed lik siao...Shawn n Nic dey all 看傻了...haha..me got so light for caleb carry so high meh..haha..ok i did alot group hopping..haha..BSC ppl are great dancers sia~! Shawn n Nic can DANCE~!
After tt we went back BSC room get tings..den went to opposite sch eat...MAGUS cum DRAGOS cum Engine cum BSC cum TP Rawks freshies...wad a nice combi...haha...den TPSU peeps joined too..haha...den got Caleb n Nic pei me go home le~! yEAh~! haha...so we ate...den cabbed home together...haha...Caleb alighted 1st as he is at Whampoa~! den Nic at Mcnair den me at St George's...haha..all so near yet need to tak a big round to reach our hse...kk..THANKS CALEB n NIC FOR OFFERING TO SEND ME HOME~!...but end i alighted at Nic hse..den he walked me home...haha..
After tt we went back BSC room get tings..den went to opposite sch eat...MAGUS cum DRAGOS cum Engine cum BSC cum TP Rawks freshies...wad a nice combi...haha...den TPSU peeps joined too..haha...den got Caleb n Nic pei me go home le~! yEAh~! haha...so we ate...den cabbed home together...haha...Caleb alighted 1st as he is at Whampoa~! den Nic at Mcnair den me at St George's...haha..all so near yet need to tak a big round to reach our hse...kk..THANKS CALEB n NIC FOR OFFERING TO SEND ME HOME~!...but end i alighted at Nic hse..den he walked me home...haha..
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